Saturday, May 29, 2021

Life ..Lie...

Life …if I remove an f from ,The f in which we keep hunting for future and keep following without using our intellect. All that remains is a lie.
The lie of the protocol given by society to live. Let me elaborate on this. Look at the meaning  and illustration of happiness .I remember drawing a wide curve smiley as a child and referring it a happy face. Until a few years later I realized a wide curve face is just a face.

As a grown up , I observed happiness in different forms for different people .A common thread of happiness is by duplication.
I remember once being told , you don't enjoy life Saima ! 
I was surprised and  enquired more...
Her reply did not surprise me ! Well you need to come out of cocoon , go out and party , sing and dance your heart out.
Well how quick was it to assume this will make me happy.
That's another lie of Life, we follow by assuming if it helps every one , it will to us as well .
Well , I enjoy life in my own way .The definition of my happiness seeks much deeper connects that since years I have been struggling to find meaning in .Though I am glad to be less drowned in to this lie of life.
Yes I find joy in everything materialistic or non materialistic , I feel the blessing of my Almighty for all the luxuries of life and I cherish them ,but heartfelt happiness resonates only at a few spaces that society thinks to be too altruistic or may be conservative.
The definition of success ,failure, love ,relations ,good ,bad and so on differs for everyone , but yet a herd picture is visible on the outside. It's intricately formed by the channels of the way larger population in the society follows to live. This brighter picture often makes us miss our own selves , we keep planting future until the present has passed by unnoticed.

A pile of such questions rises in my mind like a roaring wave reaching the shore and moving back to its origin .Just like the water that doesn't stop to its mark ,my questions to life keep hunting the meaning of existence. 
What goes wrong that humans turn in to beasts? Loosing empathy ,love and mercy. How are people so insensitive and irresponsible of their words that they incite a sharp wound and poison it with more spices. Every time I come across the barbaric crimes of people I wonder how does a heart turn stone. A person with a stable present turns a criminal in future, irrespective of their situations or circumstances, what doesn't stop them from this? I hunt my answers in the chambers of my reach .Alas to return empty again. How does a human mind navigate through the miles of thoughts ,tangential  and unpredictable. The wonder of Almighty is that this intricate supreme power of the conversations of our mind is heard only to us and HIM. But the control system is set upon us, while we navigate our vehicles, realigns the path so as to avoid unseen dangers when our anchor is plugged in to HIM.
Dwelling in to wrongful path that harms one's soul is the easiest to chose but there is something that often lacks , something strong to hold back . An anchor to Life !
Now what's this anchor !
Its that strong chain that holds our back when we are falling apart , it's that beam of light that navigates our dark path , it's that strong breeze that makes way for us to breathe .
Humans are made to make mistakes , the beauty of it is we won't learn to forgive until we are aware of our wrongs. However , when our anchor starts to become fragile or may be vanishes from our life ,then the looseness of our soul wanders aimlessly . It indulges in to the acts that our shallow mind approves of , but the deeper essence of the emptiness is felt all through our lives .
This anchor is shaped by many factors irrespective of our caste ,religion ,upbringing . it is lightened in each being , it's the conscience and the jewel of it is the connect with the God.
With this comes series of questions , which I am also trying to understand. However when we introspect, we are aware each belief system has a spiritual guide to remind of us as humans.
However when we turn our eyes away and just go with the seen ,our anchors get weakened .
The freshness of our soul nourishes our anchor.
We all are a masterpiece, our way of life and beliefs differ. The way we rationalize right from wrong differs.
But when we loose our own self in following the seen , our anchor begins to loose its intellect because we are following of many others who themselves are unsure of theirs.
That's when the Lie of Life becomes our reality.
It's time to give us a wake up call , if it reaches our soul , Life will be a deeper meaning.

-SSW


Monday, May 24, 2021

Tranquility Within


The Roaring rage of the chaos in the existence,
And the bounties of the charismatic presence
Stirs a loop of thoughts arching at the edge
Of the marvelous heights staring at its pledge
To all the riverside storms whaling to race
Talking to the twinkling stars out of place
Chirping birds with the scrambling squirrel
Playing gently in the lap of a green mural
The mystique winds restless of its way
Rising sharp and dense like a ferocious ray

There is a lot happening around in space
But they all steady together in one pace

Silently calming down it's race ,

You freeze and feel the silence around 
of all in Nature to the Nurturer's call
*Allahu Akbar and everything halts!

P.S: *Allahu Akbar- God is (the ) greatest.
This Poem is in reference to the call of prayer i.e Azaan which begins with this phrase where the depth of it traverses across the mightiness of the creation of my Lord and gently embraces the disturbances of the world to stand and feel the tranquility within.

Sunday, May 23, 2021

O' Master

When I stare at night to close my eyes to the sky of life
there is a shimmering star gazing back at me 
whispering in my ears "I am so far but you can see me"
HE is around , But you can't see HIM
O' Master 
When you are around blessing me abundantly ,
All I see is my empty being!

How far is the distance we have dwelled in
Wouldn't be this ,if we actually felt it within !

Al Ajal Ya Imaam a.t.f.s


-SSW

Friday, April 30, 2021

BROKEN

The system , the people who rule

the people who follow all blind

the people who chose to be silent 

the invaders who create difference

the protestors who are never present 

the class who is in their own fence

the lost ones who can only listen 

the unshaken ones in their actions

the ignorant's who never  reason

the speaker's who never think

the bigots who least of all care

the followers who are all unaware

the people who know of the misery

the people who close their eyes to it


The people who chose to be in Oblivion!

to all the happenings around

the failures , injustice , 

the corruption, killing,

the hunger , misery

the collapsed systems effect

the Covid ,deaths

the Oxygen ,no beds

the BLACK markets flourishing to RED


Are all BROKEN in their Conscience 

Dead to their self and the human call

To such people 

there is just one and only one question

Aren't you ashamed of your existence?

If not ,ponder deep in self  of your presence

A living dead walking for no reason !


-SSW

Monday, April 26, 2021

Intriguing Mind

To the world and it's existence

A million questions pop in

Why and How move around 

Thinking deep and loud

Unheard they are 

And Unsettled to its call !

From the Globalization

To the pre- civilization 

How humans traversed 

In their thoughts and actions

Why do some people 

Behave in a particular way

While others walk ahead

Of the time and space !

How does one root in belief 

What does ethnography

write of these in reads ?

To the countless motions

roping in the lap of nature

The evading miracles 

that amazes the researchers

What's the answer to all of these

My many questions wander

aimlessly , to quench an answer 

Alas ,I keep drowning in

But that's what excites me 

to live this leap and 

explore more and more of it .

Like a cosmic ray in many galaxies,

My intriguing thoughts

And the many questions 

Light my life and it's existence 

Unsatisfied I bed my mind today

To wake up and find another way!


-SSW

Friday, April 16, 2021

When the scare comes near

Since the time we entered a global crisis of covid pandemic ,every breath that surfaces down to our cells is a bonus and the grace of Almighty. Everything around is unpredictable. We have witnessed the first surge ,the fear and panic back in the beginning of 2020 ,our ears have fringed to many deaths ,familiar and unfamiliar succumbing to covid. People have lost their livelihood , business has been hit to be closed ,financial losses has made so many lives crippled to streets .Time again, a year forward , we start from where it was all left .But this time its entering our proximity and in to our lives.

How difficult it is to be responsible and break the chain , to stay indoors wear masks and take precautions. Are we waiting for covid to hit our life to understand the seriousness of the situation.

What happens when the scare comes near , my family came in contact with infected individuals ,who are my relatives (prayers for their speedy recovery) .

After my mother got symptoms and then  i tested positive i followed the guidelines ,traced my contacts , alarmed them to quarantine but the eloping thoughts of the rising scare is much detrimental .Belonging to health care industry i understand the seriousness of the situation a little more closely. Staying in isolation and thanking for each day to go off is routine since a week. Although i got mild symptoms but the fear for family ligers around .Notifications popping up for Oxygen cylinders ,beds and remedesivir is like dark clouds forming their place for a day stay. We don't want to see that scare making a house in our home .So what do we do? Fight it off.

Its the mind space at this moment that accounts for the will to win over the current crisis. All we need to do is follow three rules

1)Be responsible for everyone around , just like you will be for your family.

2)Business can be rebuilt , money can be earned , everything else can take a pause but LIFE once gone ,you will see it only in pictures.

3)Bring the Will ,Mind is the warrior ,keep it in your space and control.


I need not end it with the usual mandate of Stay home and Stay Safe , Because each of us know what to do to be safe 


-SSW

Monday, April 05, 2021

What knocks to Rest

 Something within knocks to rest

Saying need not worry ahead.

Tightly caged for years in a room 

The closed chamber has felt a move.

All that lived within a difficult verse

Dangling to the chord of poetic surge.

Is heading out in a synchronous thought

Resting quietly to let it feel the call !

Gentle breeze is caressing the mind 

But the quiet sea is to feel it's kind

What elopes in there is hard to express 

In the arms of silence my peace rests.


-SSW

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